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hmm... well today it was really hottttttttttt outside and i went to the beach and chilled.. with becca and me her and lindsay went to the football game, i dont know who won tho! lol .. we walked a really cute little girl to the bathroom! lol .. and yeah we went to the beach and just talked and stuff and then we went into this hotel to use the bathroom! it was so funny we went in through the back and got lost! lol omg it was so funny we were hearing things, it was INSANE. ok well.. according to my mom im gonna die if i dont get some rest so im out.
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today was sooooooo funny at lunch today i forgot my ID and morgan went over with out me so i stayed on campus with Chantill and we went to my locker.. and stuff it was funnnnn.. and then omg it was so funny, well ya see she was having a bad day and hadnt laughed really, well leave it to me to take care of that.. hehe we were chillin talkin to NATE, and this fat wigger kid comes up and we are like haha funny, and i look down and theres a pile of bird DUNG and i was like o damn and then the fat kid goes and sits in it and i started crackin up and i told chantill and we were laughin so we left bc he thot we were laughing at him but we were .. but we didnt want him to kno! so then we came back a little later and he got up!!! and i saw it and it made me laugh even harder!! hahaha it was so funny, i cant even explain. Now that was at lunch....
then at break!! me and alexis were in the bathroom and we were getting ready to pee like we were in stalls next to each other and some girl farted and i was thinkin to myself .. omg !! omg!! and then i hear alexis go.. EW! and i was like hahahahahahahahahhahaahha and i started cracking up and i could not stop laughing worth the life of me and then i thot i heard someone go "sorry im constipated" and i thot it was Alexis! but it wasnt and i was hearing things but that def. made everything like 20 times funnier!! omg .. today was a funny funny funny day. i like those way better than the days i usually sit around moping waiting for you know who to call, nope most def. not no mo HOE!
wow............ ok heres me and hubba's convo and me and chantizzle's convo.. both very funny!
( THE SKY IS FALLIN' AND ITS EARLY IN THE MORNIN' BUT ITS OKAY! )
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[10 May 2005|05:42pm] |
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wow.. umm today was most def. interesting i went to the doctors office this morning and we were chillin for a while until they faxed over my blood work.. come to find out i have flippin mono! and im pissed but o well.. im kinda scared bc u can die from mono. my ass and my boobs are burned from the tanning bed and it itcheS! lol hahaha well today when i got to school i went to 2nd and it was boring and i felt like i was going to flop over and die! .. and then we had lunch and i talked to josh and got a bug in my eye. i went car hopping at mcdonalds, ended up with alexis at the end! it was the most fun ive had in a long time (4 days) thats sad........and so then i went to 3rd and 4th and they were boring and Chem gave me a GINORMOUS headache........
therefore im a sickling with a lot of make up work to do, and i look like shit LIFE IS WONDERFUL
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hey.................... omg sick as a doggggg........for real .. me and my girl chantill are gonna go gangster on the hoes!......... hahaha omg, i hate drama and im so sick of this stuff.
Dude.. i cant wait till may freakin 25th!...i get my license...16 days and counting! my bday is may 23rd, woooohooooo!
love you all dont feel good
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hey everyone.. well my spring break has been awesome......ive been chillin with a buncha people i havent been able to chill with in a long time and they are so much fun and i love them all!! <3 .. but...... i geuss to every up there is a down but in this case my down is considered and up.. do u get it? well bc i think me and josh are over and if we arent we need to be because he is a total and complete jerk to me all around and .. i dont need him.
Christina: oh Sarah dont u have a boyfriend?
Me: umm i duno.. i shouldnt.. in that case. no .. lol
Christina: what do u mean? is this a "my boyfriend is a jerk case"
Me: yeah but its also an "my boyfriend wont talk to me and called me a dirty whore case"
Christina: oooooooh..
yeah so umm.. i think that explains it..
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aight well tonight shall be quite fun let me tell u its me and josh's 3 month and he has to work 2 jobs and i have to babysit so yess.. this is great.. o well atleast shit is good between us for a change! lol haha jp .. llooooove it.. xoxo i have to go eat.. ill update later.. <3
( no sleeping i sayd!! )
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Knuck if youu buckk boiiiii* |
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Like they steady gum poppin
And I am actin a fool
I wish a hater would get crunk up on this crime mob crew
Now enough is enough boy
Rough and get stuffed boy
Luck is a must boy
Knuck if you buck boy
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I come in da club
Shakin my dreads, throwin dem bows
And bussin dez heads
Bitch you irrelevant come to my residence
Betsa back up for I leave you ellect
I been in drama and commiting a crime
Not leavin' a trace not leavin' a line
We knuckin and buckin cuz I got a nine
I blow you away cuz you wastin my time
Stupid ass niggas I know what to do
I waste yo ass you step to my crew
I'm through wit you haters so watch what you do
You talkin bout me then I'm talkin to you
You buckin on us and we leave you in plastic
You buckin on me and that shit gone get nasty
I'm colder than ice and I'm freezing off hits
I shot at yo city but you cannot tell
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hahahaha i love this songggg makes me wanna fight hahaha o my yeah well me and morgan and S.Bridges are about to "slapaho" from Mainland ahha u kno how we do!! :) well, im excited bc tonight hunter is gonna let me borrow her jack johnson cds and lemme tell u that is a step up in the world.. (lending out her jack johnson cds lol) alright i must go .. xoxoxo
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hmm well last night was a lot of fun definitley wasnt expecting for me and josh to ever be like that again.. it was like we used to be and we got to talk and stuff it was real good. Umm yeah well we were also babysitting 3 little monsters for his mama! and oh my dear lord i wanted to kill them after the night was over i was so sick of their WHINING o.. my .. god! it was so annoying! and i had to cook them dinner and josh sayd that after babysitting them for that whole day he dont want kids EVER .. bc they are hateful! lol .. omg it was so bad.. and on top of those kids we had his sister and jordan who throws temper tantrums like hes freakin 5! .. wow i beat him up a couple times haha... but yeah we'll see how things go from here .. as of right now things are going good..
and jordan left this morning for a year to go to somewhere by pensicola.. :( bye bye J.Bridges.. (jordan!) xoxo love you bro
aight well im out bc its sunny outside and i want a tan so .. peace out~!! <3
xoxoxo Only one love
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[11 Mar 2005|08:41pm] |
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im so fuckin mad... i cant stand it when me n my parents fight they dont even understand and everyone always turns fukin everything on me like its my fault.. every-damn-body does it my boyfriend .. my parents .. my friends everyone somehow it always ends up my fault.. dont ask me how? ugh im so fuckin sick of this damn life.. sometimes its so good but its damn nights like this that make me wanna run away. im not even kidding right now im lookin out the window wishin i could fuckin just run... im so sick of everything .. soo sick .. no1 even knows how sick i am. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i just wanna fuckin fight someone to get my anger out .. and on top of all this shit i have so much shit going on with Josh.. i dont even know ne more.. im so damn just hurt everyone has beat me down inside to the point that now i dont even know ne more and i dont even care, like im so hysr beat to death inside. I cant stand this shit........ my little fuckin brother is out right now.. and im stuck at home, being told to go to bed like a 12 year old. umm excuse me? im not 12 and u dont tell me what to do. thanks...
ugh i dont know how much longer i can deal with all this shit for real. Someone or something is about to go whether its me.. or wat.. somethings leaving.
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[08 Mar 2005|04:44pm] |
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ok well i dont even know what to say ... umm yeah well this has been an interesting last couple of days i got back the one thing i was working on for the last week but then i lost sumthing that i have had my whole life... it wasnt supposed to work that way. I dont want this one thing ive had there my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE to be like that...i miss her. She should know where i am coming for and what im all about we live for each other like Kramer sayd "we share a brain" we live life off of each other we are known as a pair!... i think that u can be mad at me .. and that u can think that im the stupidest person alive and believe me i feel it too but u dont get it.. how i feel when im with him its weird. like i forget all that shit and i just get lost in his lies i geuss .. i dont know im having second thoughts believe me but u wouldnt know that because everytimg i try to talk to u about it u say ew and walk away . i dont need that i need someone to be there for me to talk to that willa actually listen and not act like they already know everything about whats going on. b/c the only person who does is me and i just wish i could share it with u but u push me away every damn time. Dont get me wrong u have a definite reason to be angry but.. for real best friends are always there for each other no matter what .. no matter what! and we have lived up to that until now. it just kinda hurts me to wake up and know that i have josh but then i lost u. i know i have made some bad choices and made some stupid mistakes but we all learn from our mistakes and i geuss this will be a lesson well learned either way it turns out but i want u to be by my side the whole time like u have been there these last 15 and 1/2 years. im so sorry if u are mad at me but i dont know what u expect me to do? if ud talk to me about it and say more than ew maybe we could get somewhere.
love you always.. Sarah
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[05 Mar 2005|08:13am] |
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hey to you all .. ok well im back i am soo back .. to all of you who thought Josh had taken me from you .. i am so done with him and i am so back for the real part of my life and that would be you guys.. i missed you so much even tho we were around each other alot it was just not the same and he was always included in our shit well yeah geuss what not no mo hoe!! bc i got my girls and all my other guy friends and we are high rollers and we can make it through anything biatch!!
-We are only as strong as the drinks we mix, the tables we dance on, and the friends we hold on to.
i love you guys.. xoxo Sah
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| why do i melt everytime you smile at me? |
[24 Feb 2005|05:48pm] |
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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day
when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever,have you ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
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It's amazing how some songs just speak the truth ..
i duno.. things are changing and i dont know what for .. but everytime he smiles i melt where i stand. i duno what u want to call it.. but im feeling it .. and im afraid hes not feeling it too.. and i just miss the way he used to look at me and the way he used to smile and just the way he used to be.. i want my baby back.
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[12 Feb 2005|02:42pm] |
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hey everyone... this is like the first time ive updated in a really long long timE!!.. o me.. well yeah i duno there has been ALOT thats gone on since the last time i entered in this biatch.. i really wanna put pics on here but i cant seem to figure out how..
well right now i am at morgans and she is brushing my hair! .. and its hurting a little lol haha she doesnt know that tho ... o well its all good! lol last night we went to ocean walk and watched " are we there yet? " and it was really funny..... ahh josh and nate are so funny i love them and i love jenny avena she is the best and of course everyone knows that i love morgan, lol ..
me and morgan ate at bubba gumps and we chilled there by ourselves until josh and jenny, brent, and nate got there .. then it was fun.. i saw a lot of ppl that i knew like nicole and her crew, shes so cute.. and then i saw josh rhea and tyla and all those crazy kids.. and then, we saw ant and his black friends! lol haha .. thats all good tho .. but yeah it was a blast last night... i was missin hunter tho!! shes always with me! n it was kinda odd! lol .. ok well ooooooooooooow morgan just pulled really hard!..... lol
FREAK
hmm i wonder what shes doing.. trying to make me fly? hmm.. shes so strange!.. well tomm i think my larmianica is going to come and see me and we are going to go eat and play putt putt? SHES BEATING ME~ (with my haiur that is .. hmm its falling out .. shes making me bald.. great now im going to come to school with not a hair on my head..) this is AWESOME!
xoxooxoxoxoxoxooxooxox OW!
<3 Sahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I love my joshua .. <3
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hey everyone.......well yesterday was an interesting ass day.. lemme tell ya.. lol .. well anyways yeah me and josh got into our first "argument" but everything worked out after alot of tears and alot of phone calls to some bitches! lol yeah but i duno then last nigth we went to dinner with my family bc its my daddys birthday today!! :) .. we went to Down the Hatch and ate. I hate it when he jokes around and acts like he doesnt wanna be with me its the worst feeling in the world. he says "its funny when u get mad". well not to me! uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but yeah today is a new day and me and morgan are going out to breakfast with some of the boys and maybe our gurl leanne? i duno but yeha we are goin to peach valley and then i wanna go to the mall!!! :) haha i wanna go spend some $$$$$$$$$$$$$ you know how we do!!!
aight peace out yall o yeah tomm Seabreeze Girls Soccer Districts game at Menendez.. 5 or 7????? come!!! :) love yall
<3333 Sah
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